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What did I just do??? I just agreed to go to Illinios for 2 months!!??!! No really did i just do that? Oh wait I dont have to go for 2 months. Thank God. I mean I would love too, but two months is forever. Oh wow. Let me set you straight here. I am composed of 3 parts.... My two best friends Michaela and Colleen, and apparently me. I wonder when I get the full me to myself..... My friend Colleen wants me to live in Illinois and my other friends wants to move to GA and she doesnt want to leave me. And Id like to go with her. I feel like im being split into thirds or both my arms are being pulled and a section of my body goes with each friend and the section in the middle is ME> Im skinny so dude I wouldnt get much of me to myself. Imagine that in your head...Speaking of heads if I was split evenly I wouldnt even get my head to myself. This is what I get when I put others before myself. And this picure here describes my feelings haha, nah im just being a goofball....

So This post makes no sense. Comment if you laughed..... Love, Emily

Hello Again

Its been awhile since I've written anything! I wouldn't know where to start first. Well maybe the beginning would be best. Or maybe the highlights? First off im 16 now. Life is so much more difficult. Im constantly being told this and that. Stuff is expected better of me. Im supposed to be perfect in the eyes of my dad. Im tired of running my life, so have surrendered it to God and trusted in him to finish the last corner of the puzzle. "Trust in me" he said. So im doing that. Im not in charge, my parents aren't in charge. I account for God and Him only. Praise the Lord for waking me up at 6:30 in the morning to tell me that. I've decided to read the Bible every night. It puts a better look on my day and I feel a peace that I wouldn't normally feel. He's teaching me so many things. Its amazing to learn from God's word. All I have to do is flip open my Bible and read the first thing my eye catches sight of. And most of the time God will speak through it and remind me an important thing I need to work on. Or he will encourage me. Anything that I need to hear for that night. I feel so full. I feel loved and respected. Forget about being perfect for my dad. God loves me for who I am and that's all I care about. He's so wonderful to me. <3 Another thing that has happened is that my eyes have been opened more to the things of this world and what unchristians and even Christians desire in relationships. Its so rediculous. Dating sexually is not the answer for everything. Open your eyes and realize its a sin!! Stop what you're doing. I can back this up with Scriptures and I wont be afraid to prove my point. Im serious. Don't find pleasure in sexual things just because everyone is doing the same. Its not right. Wait till your married and save it for your wife or husband. I promise it will definitely be worth it. Its a sin to find sexual pleasure in yourself and other people. Here I go preaching to you but im serious. Im mad about this and I want my point to be proved. Please stop what you are doing before marriage. Thanks Now that I got that off my chest. I feal a little better. I concerned for everyone and I hate seeing ppl suffer. Please my dear friends don't make the mistakes the whole world makes. Love, Emily <3